Quarter-life crisis anyone?

I used to have an online journal a couple years ago that was read by most of my friends.. but I always struggled with the fact that people I know could read my thoughts, fears, hopes. The thought of people I don't know reading my blog doesn't make me nervous at all. Does that make any sense? I suppose it does. Obviously if I didn't want anyone to read my thoughts I wouldn't make a public blog but I guess I just don't want to have to see those people face to face. Or perhaps we can just be more honest with strangers.

I am a frequent reader of a few blogs.. Fish, Lori, and Devil's Advocate. I'd link to them if I had any idea how to do that. I have so much respect for the way they put their lives out there not only to strangers but to their friends, family, coworkers, and basically anyone who wants to read about their life. For some reason, the thought of people I know reading what I think about my life makes me very uncomfortable. I guess thats the insecurity in me coming out.

Anyways, heres the basics about moi: I'm 21 and a single girl looking for love. I'm graduating college in May and I'm freaking out a little. I don't know what to do with myself. Grad school, big girl job, internship, New Jersey, New York, I'm one confused cookie.

Okay its 3:40am and I'm tired.. group meeting at noon.. I consider that early.. sad, isn't it.. just wait til real life gets me.. I'm toast.. goodnight.